EMS Mixtape
The songs of my life in the crazy emergency services world. These songs while may not coincide with the overall song, they are songs that relate to my experience.
“One Last Hope” from Hercules
The beginning for most Emergency Medical Technicians. The classroom. To teach us how to save lives(and transport patients to dialysis). Taught by a Danny Devito-esque, experienced instructor who is well versed in the world of Emergency Medical Services. Jaded and cynical but also a source of knowledge and my main resource in my quest to become a “hero” and help people. Like Devito trains Hercules to be a hero, so does my instructor Charlie train the class of twenty people to be EMTs.
I learned a lot in this time, I started to correct my grandiose visions of being an EMT and realized the hard work and studying it takes. I learned the basics of patient care and got my feet wet in the expanding world of medicine. Learning the ways of CPR and the AED and learning how to diagnose and treat certain illnesses. This is the beginning chapter of my journey.
“Get the Party Started” by P!nk
Fresh out of EMT school and I am ready to “get this party started” equipped with my new license, CPR card, and stethoscope. I am excited looking for a job and get the chance to help people. I search online, and I am available to get a job fairly easily in New York City. While I won’t be pulling up in a “Mercedez Benz” I fantasize about “looking flashy” in an ambulance responding to emergencies.
Like how this song has an upbeat tempo and a uplifting tone that keeps on rising throughout the song; it is close to how I feel about starting out in the medicine field. This is something I have wanted to do and I finally am getting the chance to pursue that dream. The party of being an EMT has started as I start my new career. I soon find out that is not the party I thought it was.
“Stay” by Rihanna
I started out in my new job and reality hits hard. I realize it’s not all lights and siren emergencies and life-saving calls but rather it is a mixed bag of being a medical taxi with emergencies sprinkled in. The world of NYC EMS usually starts in transports, where to gain experience most companies require you to have a couple of months to a year experience in picking people up and dropping them off. The theory being you learn the techniques you would need for solely emergency calls and you gain a sense of how the EMS system works along with how the hospital works.
This was jarring for me as “all along it was a fever,” the ideas I had of being an EMT. I was a “cold sweat hot headed believer” of the images of EMS from shows, movies, and even in class. I knew that there was more to the job that transports but this start in this career was a reality check. This song really captures that effect for me. The way it is slow, with the solemn piano playing in the background. Rihanna love seems to go “round and around” while the same is happening to me literally with transporting patients either to the hospital or their house but also with my feelings of being an EMT. I am unsure about my feelings with this career and bleak start. I am not doing what I set out to do. I want to stay in the excitement I had when I first started out. But after a year of transports, it faded out pretty quickly.
“Eye of the Tiger” by Survivor
This is sort of a cliché I know, but this is the song of power and passion. It is pushing through adversity and coming out on the other side with the “eye of the tiger.” The fight here being is something I feel many NYC EMTs will go through. It’s pushing past the negative effects of the system but the lack of motivation even from your peers. I soon realized that for many, that dream of saving lives and the subsequent failure to do so by not getting the chance, really burns people out in the job. Some feel cheated and while I struggled with this reality as well, it also inspired me more. I was “risin up” going literally back on the streets in the ambulance and I was motivating myself again to continue. The guitar riffs with the buildup of the song is what I felt like trying to build up myself to become a better EMT. I pushed past the slow, negative, pessimistic feelings of the system and my partners but rather found my personal joy in it. While I wasn’t necessarily helping people with emergencies, I was still helping them in comfort and assisting them in their times of need. I realized one day, after driving two hours to New Jersey with a 68-year-old patient who was one of the interesting people I have ever met and then carrying him up five flights on a Stairchair, that what I loved about my job is helping patients and making those connections. My thrill of the fight is patient care.
“Stayin’ Alive” by the Bee Gees
I had to include this song, the CPR song known in the world of medicine. The song has an upbeat tempo. This 1977 song by the Bee Gees has 103 beats per minute, very close to the recommended 100-120 chest compressions per 60 seconds with two rescue breaths every 30 compressions. They teach the song along side with CPR in class. It has a stable and consistent beat, where you can match the compression to each beat. Funny enough, the song is named “Stayin’ Alive” which is what CPR does exactly, it helped provide oxygenated blood and attempts to resuscitate a person who has no pulse or breaths.
This song isn’t only ingrained in EMS teaching but it’s a song a I regularly play while driving the rig. It’s friendly, infectious sound is fun to sing along to. It also helps me remain positive during stressful times with patients. It’s a thought that runs through my head continuously when I am on an emergency call. Stay alive. While the company I worked for was mostly transports, there are emergency calls as you can get flagged down by a pedestrian or if a facility calls. We are in the business of keeping people alive, and this song matches that. “Whether you’re a brother or whether you’re a mother, you’re stayin alive” is the anthem of an EMT. The shit can hit the fan pretty quick.
“Crazy Train” by Ozzy Osbourne
The life on the ambulance is really a crazy train. Even if its for a transport focus company. “All Aboard” indeed. You never know with a patient really. They can go from 0 to 100 pretty quickly. A stable patient can all of a sudden become unstable. That bad-ass riff in the beginning of the song always pumps me up, especially when I am about to start a 14 hour shift. When your first patient is an inmate who got injured and needs an ambulance to transfer, which has to be escorted by an armed guard and a truck following our ambulance and then your next is a routine dialysis return to their home followed by an emergency call for a broken femur is something pretty standard. “Crazy, but that just how it goes” is accurate. I have peers who have psychiatric patients attack the technician and run out of a moving ambulance. But then again sometimes you are posted with no calls for four hours and you are able to catch up on you Netflix shows and some sleep. It is a mixed bag really but it is crazy train and a rollercoaster at times
“Superman” by Lazlo Bane
What is cool about this job, is that you have a partner. Partner’s are crucial, you are a two person team trying to help patients while battling enemies like stress, fatigue, and worst of all the people who control your fate: dispatch. Dispatch gives you the calls and literally determine the craziness of your day. But what can remain constant is your partner. If you are blessed to get a permanent partner that you work well with, then the job becomes way better. They are a resource in a stressful job. This song with the acoustic guitar always playing in the background provides a personal feeling where Lazlo Bane claims that he “can’t do this all on my own” as he is “no Superman” much like how it feels in EMS. You can’t do the job alone, literally, the stretcher required two people to lift a patient safely up and down. I would say this to my partners(that I work with well) where I need them and we can’t do this job alone. When you lose that partner that you worked so well with I feel like the end of this song where “someday we’ll be together” again I tell them. I’m telling you, it is like finding a soul mate when you find a partner who you work well with. You spend a lot of hours with this person.